There are days when I can get overwhelmed with emotions. Already have some stress, then need to get more stress and things to be upset about. Sometimes I really wish I can just run away from home; away from all these problems.
Lately with mom .. more upset. I needed something to make me happy. I mean if I’m upset I’ll need to find something to make me happy so that I won’t go mentally crazy. Nobody can help me, my friends - I don’t go about telling them when I’m upset so I must learn to ่ชๅทฑๆ่ชๅทฑ.
Dropped by Sing See Soon in Punggol otw home from Waterway. I haven’t been there for a long time. I remember there was a fresh flower section, smaller than FEF but as long as there’s flowers who cares. I’m not going to go all the way to Thomson, I’m so tired now. Throbbing head pain, bodyache, mental ache + the heat.
Seeing the potted plants also so gian. I have some works I need to do in PES, how?
Inside the chiller room. I didn’t take pics of the whole place but not a lot of flowers inside. Not much selection. I needed red flowers to brighten up my mood (no subtle pinks or sweet colours), red flowers for good wishes & energy in the house like CNY. Then somehow even tho as my eyes panned across the room I kept telling myself to choose other flowers my brain asked me to stop when I saw tulips. ๐คฆ๐ป♀️ It was that AUTOMATIC. I really dunno why. Altho I love all flowers but I just love tulips the most.
I paid $22/bunch no GST, definitely much cheaper than FEF
chiller room
I think I chose a good colour combination. Really how a mood affects the way I choose my flowers. Red and orange. Orange - When I desire for happiness and warmth fitting for my shitty feeling now. Just as I checked the meaning for orange tulips, it’s BINGO!! Energy level went up a little with the red double-petal tulips
Taking pics, editing takes up time but it helps me to divert my attention somewhere else.
while editing .. listening music to make me happy. I sound as if I’m in depression. Probably I will be so when mom …
Chocolates on standby. Boost up my endorphins and my weight.
If I don’t feel good by tomorrow, I’m going to whisk my matcha. Stand there and slowly whisk whisk.
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