Monday, September 2, 2024

I'm a weirdo

I thrive under pressure, I think. Haha! With only 2 weeks to departure I'm beginning to panic. 

The study lofi music didn't have any influence on me BUT the moment I had Christmas fireplace music on, it's research and type type type type. I do get a little distracted sometimes but it's very minimal. 

I was hoping to finish the last 2 tourist spots on Sunday afternoon and get it printed out together with some forms I need to fill up for mom. But no... looks like I can't print out on Sunday. I just researched and then get so distracted over other things. Weather was uncomfortably hot, I was sitting infront of the fan but still didn't motivate me even with lofi music beats that claims - ''might boost your mood, which might help motivate you to focus on the task at hand.'' Bullshit lor!   

I moved to the room in the night with the aircon on. However with the position of our aircon in the room, it's blowing my left ear and left side of the face which can get really cold. 

So now armed with hubby's headset playing this : 


Accompanied by Totoro and my lavender essential oil to calm my mind. My mind is in a whirl now. 

My blanket covering my head, shoulder and arms in an uncomfortable Ikea foldable chair (we should change to an office chair man!) which makes my butt hurt. Maybe that will motivate me to finish work fast. *wink* I'm doing what I need to do. I think I will be able to plan everything by 3hours. Anyway I have been sleeping at ungodly 3+ am or sometimes 5+am getting more distracted than anything. Sigh..... too many worries (not related to holiday) on my mind.

Left with booking the hanbok rental on her birthday for photography. And confirmation on sky capsule tickets in Busan. I should be done. Then it's only left with packing. But I think I should be able to have it printed out tomorrow night and close all the tabs which had been left idling in my laptop for days. 28 tabs at the moment. I have't shut down the laptop for more than a week already. Then once that's done, I'd need to clear more phone storage space. iMOVIES!

You know what I'm doing now with the music and blanket over my head just reminds me of the days I was studying in the hotel room during my flying days. At least the table in the hotel room is usually larger that I can put my drinks and snacks next to me. If the chair gets uncomfortable, I'd usually grab a pillow and sit on it. Moreover I don't get that easily distracted last time, maybe now coz' sometimes I see things around the house that needs to be done so I tend to put the planning or computer work aside. Anyway, time to head back to planning.    

** edited - I went to bed at 5.31am just when I heard a pet rooster crowing with a “zou shan this is your wake up call”

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