Missing her

Miss che-che Athena Ting

I walk into Breadtalk, I saw the bread she likes.

I saw the nougats she likes in NTUC, usually would turn and asked her if she wants to buy BUT...she's not with me. Okay， 可以省钱。

Walked past Playmade and thought of her.

Walked past 九鲜 and thought of her.

Walked past Starbucks and thought of the times we sat there together while waiting for lil' one's therapies to end.

Saw 水信玄餅 in the menu and thought of her...可以省更多钱。

Walked past ATM and felt the need to withdraw money from there［好像很久没去 ATM］coz 1 of my "home-ATM" already deposited all her money before she flew off. (I call the girls my "home-ATMs" coz sometimes they receive money/angpows etc.. and put the money at home. If I need cash, I'll grab from their box and transfer the amount to them.

So now 1 ATM is closed; the other one not much money left at home 🤣. 

Just feel strange when walk into her room and see some stuffs gone. Just feel strange when I don't hear her blasting and singing away her Japanese songs.

Just feel strange when I don't hear her shouting

"Aricia!! I need help.", "Aricia come here!"

Not like she's getting married there (I WILL FOLLOW HER IF SHE IS!!), she'll be back before I know it. I will get used to it eventually.

Guess all parents will miss their kids when they're not with us. Do they miss us? Likely no.